I just came in my room . my mom is at the kitchen with my second sister along . they were like talking while cooking . Cool huh ? I know . but that's not the thing . It's the thing that , my mom is going to be admit at the hospital this Monday . i was so fucking shocked when i heard she said it to me . But , i just act cool . it's hard for me to take it .
I was just about to tell some stories to my mom within my 2 weeks in MMU but i just can't do it when she said she's going to be admit . oh my . my tears were about to come out but i manage to stop it .
What am i going to do if my mom .. no i cannot say like that . thanks to God when she actually have the something-i-do-not-know-what-is-it in her stomach on the first stage .
At first , i was like oh okay . but then when she said , if she's gone , blablabla , and if my dad's gone too , blablabla , i was started to have a tear in my eyes . and she told me and my sister "dad have said , if he died , he want us to buried him HERE . not in Klang , his hometown . But here" . Am i going to lose someone that i loves for almost 18 years soon ?
i can't accept this fact . I can't . I just can hope that you will be going to survive in your operation .
I really hope u can do . I love u mummy . I want u , i want papa , i want all of us gather together .
I want to have your love till i die one day . I want u and papa to see me graduate with flying colors . :(
And Lyn , please . do not hurts mom feelings anymore . Anies too .
*crying mode . :'(
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aw nana, just pray to god k. and everything will be just fine. have faith
Hye, be strong ya... does not matter friends or foes, I know ur feeling... do think positive..
zakiyy : i dont know . everytime i look at my mom , my tears came down . cant barely stand anymore . :'(
daniel : LOL thanks .
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