Getting closer to the big 2

I'm glad that i found him , knew him , meet him , adore him and "falling in love" with him . HEHE

Half of the year apart from him ; whom I do not know do we have enough courage to wait for each other . The title FRIENDS is still keeping us alive till now . Half of the year onwards , he came back . Still the same person , the same charisma , the same attitude , the same MAN that i know for almost 2 years .

blackberry bold , breakfast / lunch / dinner treat , pocket money , flowers . You've done so much for me . Thanks for being my friend , my brother , my boy friend , my steady one , for 1 year 10 months 14 days and insyaAllah forever . Thanks for being the coolest person for me . (:

Thanks for the lovely flowers :)

cool and mild

Me is here . Laying down on the mattress , waiting time to have my eyelid stick together , in the cool mild condition of the bedroom , looking everyone's sleeping still like there's no sun tomorrow , thinking ..

Was i the thoughtful young lady whom always giving sides to everyone that she likes nor don't . Was i the stolid little girl who always keep calm and stay still which the teachers always remember . Was i the girl whom always think and look back at what have i did to those people surrounds me .

I am not being the old back of me then .. Me was self-contained to be the one who people always loves to stab on . Back then .. Was i being like one . But not anymore . Huge changes on me when i was in good ol' teenage times .

Though changes occur in my life since now and then ,

i still cling on the main axis in my life , which is ....

Islam ..

:)

love love love

to be truth , gua amat rindu sama ini budakbudak tiga orang . :')

mamat ni nama dia JOY . err , nama kucikucicomelcomel je .

gua panggil dia zul . (:

TAK sah kalau gua tak gado dengan dia dalam SEMINGGU :)

mamat ni plak errr geram rase nak cubit2 je die ni

nama dia amir . dia ni ;

teman gado , teman ketawa , teman sedih , teman lelaki

mamat ni adik gua sbnrnya .

da pindah kl dok kt ampang pon tak reti2 nak jenguk kakak dia .

gua panggil die jaki . :B mcm DAKI da bunyi .. err

keti-ak

Eh korang nak ketiak bau wangi sentiasa ? Nak kering sentiasa ? Guna la ni ;

Dia ada dua jenis kot . tapi yang gua yakin dia 24h dry care . And mmg botol dia warna hijau ceni r .

Serius gua pakai benda ni , ketiak gua sentiasa harum sampai bapak gua tanya PERFUME apa gua pakai ni .

Sungguh ummphhhh ~ bau dia . :B

*promote sikit . cium sikit ketiak ! muah

erti c i n t a ?

Ok . First thing first , aku rasa korang mesti da dapat kesan cara penulisan aku agak lain sekarang kan ?

Aku rasa mcm sekarang ni susah gila nak jatuh cinta balik . why er why ?

Even bila tulis status kt fb rasa nak jatuh cinta balik , some people had asked me ; to whom i want to fall in love with ? Sumpah i've no idea . Eventhough i know someone is putting some effort in conquering my heart still , i have a huge doubt on it .

Bukan la sengaja tanak or it's not the time yet , but you know , pengalaman mengajar kita erti sebenar kehidupan .

Ok gua merepek gila ni . dah pukul 3 pagi tak reti tidur .

*Dan sepatutnya aku dengan seseorang tersebut akan menempuh usia 2 tahun perhubungan kami .. tapi kenangan hanya tinggal kenangan (:

mati

Di saat aku keseorangan ,

Bayangan masalah datang menerpa bertalu-talu ,

Iman tidak kuat seperti yang disangka ,

Aku menangis , menangis dan terus menangis .

Rintihan aku tidak didengari sesiapa ,

Hanya bantal peneman kalbu ku .

Pabila bangun pagi ,

Aku rasakan badan ku separa panas ,

Aku seperti ingin tidur sepuas-puasnya ,

Tidak perlu bangun ,

Tidak perlu menunaikan tanggungjawabku sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini .

Aku hanya ingin pergi ,

Pergi dari sini ,

Pergi dari semuanya .

Ini la karma buat diri ku . Aku pasrah . Aku redha . Aku ingin mengikuti atuk ku , nenek ku , pakcik dan makcik ku di alam sana ..